so sad...

brooke white is going home. :( american idol just will not be the same. however, she has a beautiful voice and is so talented at piano and guitar so im sure she'll do something and i will download it and love it very much. of course.

more blogging tomorrow or friday...i haven't had a single second to breathe in almost a week. a lot of craziness, a few wonderful things, lots of early mornings and late nights and i am exhausted. but of course God is holding my breath so all i have to do is get through each moment. when you break it up, it seems more doable. so tomorrow morning bright and early i have an interview for my dream job, or at least what i think is my dream job at this point in my career..... the picu, pediatric intensive care unit. if i get this job, it's gonna take all the strength i have in me to work with sick kids, really reeeeally sick kids. i've been there before and compassion fatigue is an extremely real thing, but i need to work through my feelings and thoughts and give back what i'm destined to give. i really hope God opens doors for this one, but if not, i have another interview on tuesday and trust me, i'm going to be happy just to have patients. i miss mine already soooo badly and it's only been a week! (today was clinical final evals, but more on that later...)

a year ago today, who would have thought..... not just the job thing but school, family, relationships, emotional growth... take some time to reflect.

life. hold on tight... it's kinda crazy in a miraculous sort of way ;o)