today was a crappy day. i hate crappy days. and i miss my boytoy. and im sick of school. i wanna be married with a job and a family and babies and a cute little hybrid crossover suv. i want more furbabies to snuggle with. i want to relax. i wanna do something fun. i wanna smile and laugh. i dont want to take percocet just to calm my nerves. i dont like having a pile of paperwork because my brain just cant do what it needs to. i wish i could do something productive. i miss paris and being four years old and i miss being happy. i want to be far far away. but most of all, i want today to be over cuz tomorrow just has to be better.
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